Sophia

from C(Hope) by Dissociation Model

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I put my life on hold
Step into a role that I wasn't ready for
I could not regret a second
But then she shut the door
I miss you so much
You and your mother made me a better man
But now I must walk away
I've already done
Everything I can

I can still feel you here
And it's getting harder than I let it appear
My heart it still holds you near
But my brain fights to make you disappear

I didn't ask for this
For you to mean so much to me
And you didn't ask for this
For me to be ripped away

I still find myself
Falling asleep with a night light
Not even afraid of the dark

I've held your hand for such a short time
For such a short time I held your hand
A brief chapter is all that we shared
But I promise you
You will hold my heart forever
And that none of this is close to fair
But I still care

I didn't ask for this
For you to mean so much to me
And you didn't ask for this
For me to be ripped away

I still find myself
Falling asleep with a night light
Not even afraid of the dark
I pray for another chance to say sleep tight
But we've never been
Further apart

I can still feel you here
I know this isn't fair
This was my biggest fear
This was my biggest fear

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from C(Hope), released April 8, 2018

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